Tuesday, December 26, 2006

quick update

Christmas was perfect, we had a full house, it was fun and loud and there was so much delicious food! Thanks to everyone who was a part of the big day, especially Mom and John.
R has a fever right now so I was online searching for pediatric Tylenol dosage information. The hospital doesn't allow people to talk to ER nurses so I guess we have to find our own way...
Last Friday Mom & I had appointments which all worked out great. I am now back into their system as an Alaskan resident and therefore eligible for healthcare at ANMC. I think I may have overwhelmed the doctor I saw in Family Medicine, since I have so much going on. We covered everything and he's referring me to Pulmonology, Opthalmology and the 'Coumadin Clinic'. It feels good to be making progress.
There are so many friends and relatives I've been able to see for the first time in ages. I forget that they haven't seen me with the nasal cannula so their concerned looks sort of make me want to giggle (no disrespect, I can't explain it). Everyone's so nervous about stepping on the crazy long oxygen tube. There's some prank potential there...
So K & T joined us on Saturday and our little family is temporarily back together, tripping over our bags of clothes and junk in Mom's guest room. I love being together in a different setting, it brings us closer together.
Sunday we got to watch my sister's daughters be baptized. They all did so well and looked beautiful. It was the second time already that we joined them at church - we watched the girls perform in the Christmas program last week.
Anyway, I've got other stuff to do like finish some laundry and check on the baby before I regain my status as Laziest Person in the House.
Happy Holidays everyone!

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

Change in latitude, change in attitude

Here we are as in olden days...
LittleK, R and I arrived in Anchorage last Saturday with Mom. Many many thanks to UncleB and AuntieM for graciously allowing us to invade the house, eat all the food, and hog the TV. We love you guys!!
While in Denver, K and I went to the University hospital and talked with Dr. Voelkel about me and my diseases. He believes my pulmonary hypertension is most influenced by my autoimmune problems. He felt the need to stress how serious this all is... maybe I smiled too much, I don't know. He also thinks that I could qualify for some clinical drug trials. I will need to return to Denver to have some tests done, including a right heart catheterization... those tests will likely be scheduled for mid-January. Meanwhile, I'll be seeing a doctor here in Anchorage at ANMC, to be established in their system and to give them an opportunity to realize what a train wreck they have on their hands.
"Moving" was a bit stressful, because I'm such a procrastinator. Nothing really went like I'd imagined it as far as preparing, packing, sifting through the mountains of paperwork and clutter I've accumulated over the past four years. I managed to create one clump of stuff to be given to the Salvation Army thrift store, and I emotionally separated myself from one giant garbage bag of stuff which qualified as GARBAGE. I will definitely have to go back to Laramie to continue the process...
I think the most stressful part of coming up here was convincing healthcare providers at ANMC that I really do need oxygen. That was harder than working with the airline in setting up oxygen for flights. ANMC's rules are that you have to be Alaskan Native and also physically a resident of Alaska to receive their benefits. So I just ran into so many annoying technicalities - I've seriously amped up my dependence on Pepsi for providing physical and emotional relief. I luuuuuuuuv Pepsi.
Anyway, the kids are loving it here, we're excited for K and T to join us this weekend until January 1st, and I feel great. We'll surely be having a white Christmas.

Monday, December 04, 2006

here's a hug

It's funny how each day is the same 24 hours, but now that we're getting closer to leaving, the days seem so short.
I'm writing today mostly because it's one way to avoid housework (!)... but also because I need to acknowledge the friends and family who actually take time to read this. Just to know that you care really means alot to me, because this is pretty serious stuff my little family and I are facing. Quyanna from the bottom of my heart!

Saturday, December 02, 2006

art museum day

This morning after K left (why do university people have to fly on weekends?) - the two younger kids and I went to pick up T from her best friend's house. They had a sleepover for the friend's birthday and had a blast, giggling, eating, talking, playing and not sleeping much.
We went to a community Christmas celebration at the fine arts museum. The kids were only slightly bored doing holiday crafts and listening to pianists, guitarists, choirs and school orchestras. I got tired of it all pretty quickly because I didn't bring the stroller. It was a crappy day anyway because it started with a loud and prolonged temper tantrum by LittleK. Her tantrums feel like physical and emotional assaults and it takes some time for us all to recover. This one was about her clothes... I will usually let her dress herself no matter how crazy it looks but not today, not a ragged blue cardigan underneath a red velvet dress with pink and white light-up shoes.
Healthwise, I did see the rheumatologist last week, and there was nothing new to talk about. He did say that how lupus affects an individual doesn't usually change over time. In other words, it's not likely that it will attack my nervous system or my kidneys - it will probably just attack my lungs and heart more, if and when it does flare again. I'll be seeing a PH specialist at the university hospital in Denver on the 12th, so who knows, it may be another ten days before I update this again. Thanks for checking in!